Yay, it’s finally semester break! Even though I’m a bit late, three weeks into the break—I’ve finally had the chance to recharge and get back to feeling like myself. As Ibu always says, it takes me a bit of time to start functioning properly after a semester ends. So, better late than never—this blog is my way of saying, “I’m back!” Haha.
Time has a funny way of being excruciatingly slow when you are restless, and exhilaratingly fast when you are having the best moments of your life. As I reflect on my Semester 2, it’s clear that it wasn’t always smooth sailing. With my studies, work, and classes clashing, there were some long nights where, in the middle of studying, I’d hold my head in my hands and try to remind myself why I’m doing this in the first place. There were times when I’d compare myself to others and question why I wasn’t doing well enough, even though I was trying my best.
I started having daily affirmations because I needed to be reminded of my principles since sometimes, my heart doesn’t feel like it’s in the right place. Times like these scare me because I spend so much time trying to keep myself busy, get invested in something new, keep my hands on deck, and still, life finds a funny way of slipping in moments of vulnerability when I least need it. I guess if there’s one thing I haven’t outgrown, it’s my desire to keep myself as occupied as possible because it keeps me sane. But tough times will always pass, and they never leave us empty-handed; we always learn something, regardless of how harsh the lessons may be.
As this semester draws to a close, I’ve been reflecting on the incredible people who’ve made it truly special. This blog is dedicated to appreciating each of you who turned these months into a memorable journey. I’m grateful for every bit of companionship and friendship we’ve shared. So, here’s to celebrating you all and the impact you’ve had on me throughout the semester!
Here’s to Mel! I’ll start with her because, this semester, I found myself breaking down over seemingly minor things, and she never once left my side. She’s been my reality check, always making me see things from a different perspective. Whether it was through our deep discussions or her no-nonsense advice, Mel has taught me so much. She’s always been there, offering support and a much-needed dose of honesty. And she’s been a constant presence, even in the little things.
Here’s to Qila and Ely! Despite our busy lives, they always ensured the room stayed lively with their funny stories and cheerful vibes. Qila has a knack for pointing out things I often miss and helping me with my thoughts, making me see what I might be overlooking. I’m so grateful for both of them and the energy they brought into our space.
Here’s to Nadiea and Far! Our endless gossip sessions were definitely the highlight of the semester. Far’s life has been even more dramatic than I could have imagined, with plot twists that never fail to surprise me—Hahaha! I’m at the point where I either laugh at her stories or playfully scold her, though I have to admit, as a socially awkward person, I know I’d probably crumble if I were in Far’s shoes. Still, despite the drama, I truly admire how Far manages her emotions really well.
With Nadiea and Far, we rarely dive into the hard stuff, especially when it comes to our struggles with studies, but we always find ways to make sure we’re all okay when we’re together. It’s beautiful how we manage to shield each other from negativity, even without addressing it head-on. Nadiea, though usually quiet, is someone with whom I find I share similar values, and if you really get to know her, you’ll discover just how funny she truly is. Far, on the other hand, fills my heart with warmth and comfort. I’m deeply grateful for both of them—they’ve become the kind of people I can rely on for just about everything.
Despite sometimes looking like I’m left out, I’ve never actually felt excluded. I admit, I can be a bit boring and struggle to relate to some of their topics. Take K-pop, for instance—I’ve found myself asking for explainations because I just don’t get it. Haha. I sometimes feel like I’m not quite in tune with the fangirling scene. However, even when I’m not fully in sync with their interests, they’ve always made me feel included and valued. I truly appreciate how they’ve embraced our differences and kept our friendships strong.
Here’s to Ecah! Academically, the semester was a rollercoaster of stress, but I’m incredibly grateful for Ecah, who became my rock person for just about everything. I turned to her for nearly all my academic concerns, and she never once found my questions bothersome. Ecah’s presence has always been inspiring to me. I’d often find myself saying, “Ecahhhh, I nak tanya!!” and she was always available, even at the most random times. She was always there to help, and I’ll miss those times when Ecah and Zaf patiently helped me figure out where I’d gone wrong in my coding, almost every class. Hehe!
Here’s to Qis! I’m so glad I got so close to Qis, she always finds a way to make sure everyone around her is doing fine. There’s something about having that one friend you feel comfortable with for any physical connection, and for me, that friend is Qis. Her comforting presence is like a warm hug on a cold day. Here’s to Iffah! She’s been such a good friend and an amazing partner for speaking, and making every moment memorable. I’ll forever remember her funny WhatsApp stickers—they never fail to make me laugh, no matter how tough the day has been.
Here’s to Mazlin and Fareesya! Some might think Mazlin is loud, but to me, she’s the one who keeps the laughter rolling wherever she goes. Sometimes, I think she’s incredibly lucky because she makes so many hearts happy. Personally, I’m not a fan of loud crowds. If you find me quiet, it’s because I usually am, but I can be so loud with my friends. My kind of loud just has its limits. When I first met Mazlin, especially with Ecah and Qis by her side, I was struck by their dynamic energy and thought they were an unbeatable trio. Haha. At first, their energy did get on my nerves a bit, but I soon realised how much joy they brought into my life.
I guess I’ve been really hard on myself, but when I’m with them, life feels better. I laugh a lot—more than I ever thought possible. If anyone asked how I manage my busy life, I’d say it’s through laughter. It really lightens the burden. I’m also thrilled to have Fareesya in the mix. She’s the calmest one, like a beacon of tranquillity in the midst of chaos. I’m truly grateful for Mazlin and Fareesya. They both deserves all the good things coming their way because they’re so kind to everyone. Not to forget Fendy and Zaf! Fendy’s wonderfully unique personality has made the friendship truly enjoyable, and Zaf, your constant help with both studies and club work has been a lifesaver. Thanks to both of you for making this semester memorable!
Here’s to Ainul! I never thought I’d meet someone I hold dear like a sister, but Ainul has become exactly that. Getting through the semester was a breeze with her constant positivity, especially since we were always deep in club work. We often stayed late for meetings, but Ainul’s support made it all manageable. To me, she’s got a heart of gold and dedication that’s off the charts. Ainul always has a unique way of reassuring me to keep going, even when I doubted my own ability to manage it. I’m so lucky to have her in my life—she’s been a true gem through it all!
Also, a shout-out to some other incredible girls in the club. Here’s to Faizah! She’s one of the most loving and dedicated people I’ve met. I can’t help but feel a bit jealous—I wish I could run every day like she does! Haha. Here’s to Hazirah! Even though most people see her as quiet, she’s got this great sense of humour. Whenever we’re together, she’s always laughing. It’s fun seeing that side of her! Here’s to Hana! Working on club activities this semester was much easier with her around. As fellow academic excos, we managed to get through it all together. And here’s to Dina! She’s such a good person—seriously, just all-around good vibes. I wish I had more to say, but sometimes, it’s the simple things that matter the most.
Here’s to my other SASCOMM friends! I can honestly say I managed all the work this semester because of you guys. Navigating the challenges of our club activities, surviving endless meetings, and tackling problems has been an incredible journey. Being part of SASCOMM has been a wild ride, and I’ve grown in ways I never expected. I’ve learned how to juggle tasks, lead with confidence, and even survive on minimal sleep. From the countless brainstorming sessions where our ideas were all over the place, to the times we turned stress into success—every moment has been a lesson and a laugh. Thanks for being such an essential part of my growth and for making this semester an unforgettable adventure!
Here’s to Afza and Alya Atirah! They were like super random friends I made this semester. We got close while being in the Debat club—only three of us from KPPIM debating is insane—imagine three maths students debating, it’s like the universe decided to have a laugh! Haha. They literally saw a side of me that was really afraid to speak publicly, but somehow, I managed to pull it off. Despite the month-long delay before we finally got to debate as a group and as the government, my nerves were always on edge each week. But I’m really glad I became friends with them. Sometimes, random friends turn out to be the best ones. Also, here’s to Sofea! She’s also been my support in Debat and the reason I made it through. Our quirky chats, especially since we both share the same name, always made things fun. Thanks to three of you for making every Monday co-curricular meeting a bit more bearable!
Here’s to my 2Ds classmates! I wish I could highlight each one of you, but there are just so many of you! Despite the chaos of our 2D classes and the influx of new members, I found so much joy in attending them. The dynamic and sometimes hectic atmosphere, with all the new faces and personalities, only added to the fun and excitement of the semester. Whether we were racing against deadlines or navigating through the occasional mix-ups, every bit of it added to the fun. From the inside jokes to the panic-fueled study sessions, every moment was a joy. I’m so glad we got to experience it all together. Here’s to all the laughter, the shared struggles, and the memories we’ve made along the way!
And here’s to anyone we’ve grown close to along the way—whether through events or spontaneous moments—I’ll always hold you dear. You’ve made my uni days so much more enjoyable, from tackling group projects where we somehow turned chaos into order to simply being there when I needed support. I’ve genuinely made so many friendships that I truly cherish. I still remember how excited I was getting close to Faqihah and Maira during the MAD event; they are both so sweet and really brightened up those days. I’m truly grateful for all the amazing people I’ve met along the way.
As I wrap up this reflection on the past semester, I’m struck by just how many corners of my life have been brightened by incredible friends. Each moment, whether it was a spontaneous hangout or a late-night cram session, has been a testament to the vibrant and supportive community we’ve built together. From the random laughs to the heartfelt support, every experience has shaped this journey into something truly special. So here’s to all the friends who’ve popped up in every corner of my university life, making each day a bit brighter and every challenge a bit easier. Thanks for being the unexpected gems and the steadfast allies in this adventure. Here’s to all the laughter shared and the new chapters ahead—because with friends like you, every corner holds a promise of something wonderful.
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